Self-Forgiveness pada Remaja Lelaki Korban Child Sexual Abuse

Abstract

Child sexual abuse is a traumatic experience that causes deep emotional turmoil, especially for adolescent boys who also face the pressures of a rigid masculinity culture and identity crisis. This study aims to understand the dynamics of self-forgiveness in adolescent male victims of sexual violence as an important step in post-traumatic recovery, especially when they are faced with feelings of shame, guilt, and stigma. This study uses a qualitative approach with a phenomenological method. Data are analyzed thematically based on the four phases of self-forgiveness according to Enright, namely uncovering, decision, work, and deepening. This research indicates that self-forgiveness in adolescent male survivors of child sexual abuse is a complex and diverse process in their recovery. The study highlights the integration of the self-forgiveness process into a strong self-identity, leading to self-acceptance and positive emotional growth.